I have got coronary disease, but i dont want to be with you yet; i need to finish what i started and see these children independant. So much has been happening i think i forgot about me, please forgive me my darling and try to understand the amount of stress all this has put on me. Also i Pray to be able to let go of you for now, help me Di, ask our Lord to please help me forgive the evil people out there that would sooner see me fail. Also that our families would give me more support than they have........Always in My Thoughts.....Steve X X X X X