Christmas day went not to bad but since then i seem to be feeling worse. Scott came to the church as well i was really proud. But now i dont want to see people, i dont even want to leave the house. I feel emotionally drained, i cant seem to regain my strength at the moment.Still got to get through new year yet my love, dont know if i can but i'll try you know that. Always in my thoughts and prayers Steve X X X X X X